My Poetry

This is some of the poetry I've written over the last couple of years...I hope you enjoy it!

The way is dark and narrow
The path I cannot see.
I wander through the darkness
Not knowing where I go.

Dragons, Goblins and other such beasts
Bar my way: I cannot pass
My heart beats fast as they challenge me
Until their thresholds I cross

One light there shines on my road
It shines so far away.
It is my only hope, my beacon
It guides me on my way.

Some day I'll find my way there
Though dangers I must pass
And arms spread wide and open
Will welcome me at last.

Sometimes I may falter
Or trip on a root and fall
But always the light shines brightly
And helps me find my path.

So forever I'll go onward
Pressing towards the light
For I know some one's waiting
For me to return home.
At last.



The One

The one to whom I turn to
When life sends me for a fall
The one to whom I run to
When my life hits a wall

The one to whom I talk to
If ever I have fears
The one to whom I walk with
To help me through the years

The one with whom I fall with
When people tear us down
The one with whom I laugh with
When all my life is frowns

The one that truly loves me
And who I hope will always see
My wonderful sweet mother
I will always love thee.

3/10/03
Dedicated to my mom
My Inspiration

This one, I wasn't sure if I was going to post, because it's not one of my favorites, but...well I don't really like my poetry in the first place so maybe one of you will find some use for it. :D It was written in response to the 9/11 attacks... which you can probably guess from the context, but just in case you can't tell...

Why? A Plea from America

Why do they hate me so?
I never did anything to them
All I do is try to work
Try to help when someone is in need
Why do they hate me so?

Why must they scorn what I do?
I've protected them before
But when I try to protect myself
They cry and shout, "Injustice!"
Why must they scorn me so?

Why must this pain be mine?
People cry; I try to comfort them
They thank me by turning into my enemy
And they hate anything I do
Why must this pain be mine?

Why do they hate me so?
I give comfort, but who will comfort me?
I live right, and do what they want
But I can't stand much longer
Why do they hate me so?

3/12/03

As a result of my creative writing class, I have been able to start whipping through my poetry. This was the first piece that I wrote, hope that you enjoy it! *and I hope that the form works...*

The Fear
The darkness hangs oppressive above me
And I pull the soft downy quilt to my chin
-the only shred of comfort I have left.
My eyes ever watchful for the shadows that
Without warning
Could spring from beneath me
I whisper to the stillness
Hoping for some response
But none ever comes
I try to scream but my lungs won’t allow
-No sound
Just the ringing in my ears
Echoes of the whisperings from yesteryears
I mumble a hasty half-hearted prayer to dispel the feeling
But no relief comes
The darkness remains
Silence:
I try to push the shadows out of my mind
Imagination; pixie dust cannot save me this time
The cold cruel fingers of night wrap
Around my throat and squeeze
All the air leaks slowly out as the room collapses
I try once again to cry out but again nothing happens
Even if I had uttered a sound it would not have been heard
For the room collapses around me
Squeezing
Suffocating
Shadows rise
I close my eyes
And open them again,
with hope that all evils have passed
all danger disappeared
But nothing changes
Nothing disappears
All is as it was
I close my eyes and wish
And wish
And wish...
2/18/04

I'm going to add three poems today, because I feel like sharing them, they are all of the same "theme" and I particularly like them. Also all were inspired by my CW class.

My Favorite Book

As we all know
I'm a fantasy goil
Based in legends and myths
And times of much toil

Where elves leave the beauty
Of the land of their birth
In the hands of those mortals
Where trust hath just spurth

I almost can see
The magical wands
Of the wizards around me
Of whom I've grown fond

I cannot believe
The joy in my heart
That often comes o're me
When heroes depart

On marvelous adventure
With dangers unknown
From which they're not to return
'till their wisdom hath grown

I yell at the characters
I think have done wrong
Causing eyebrows to raise
For periods so long

Tears fill my eyes
At the end of the tale
Whether happy or sad
The author'll not fail

For a am a girl,
Of a fantasy race
Legends and myths
Will ever light up my face.


Books & Me

I open a book
A wonderous tale
Of dragons, beasts
And wizards in mail

With time to share
The brand new pages
Pow'r come from the past
The strength of the ages

No matter what
The tale may be
The posed ideas
Bring new life to me.

The world showed
With in my light mind
Images recalled
From times behind

Often I wonder
If my stories untold
Will light the mind of a reader
With wisdom unfurled


Dead Men Tell No Tales

Dead men tell no tales.
The words resound
Through a heart of gold.
Some may say that's true
but of all the lies ever told
This is the most manifest.
The dead tell the stories
Often more than the living.
Shakespeare, and Hawthorne,
Dickens and Homer,
Shelly and Wolfe
All writers, tellers of tales
All dead,
they continue with their words.

A small forced cavern,
gold glittering a skeleton
Can tell a million stories:
Of pirates, Vikings
Lost love and harder times

So many stories
So little time
If dead men tell no tales
Then why do we spend
So much time writing our histories
And trying to find out
What happened in the past
It is pointless to even try
Because dead men tell no tales.

The third one is one of my favorite poems I've ever written because it is something that I feel very passoinately about ... oh, one thing, please tell me if anything in my poetry doesn't make sense... I'd like some criticism...


Another one for my CW class... I like this one... it has a little different theme... one that I really got into by the end of the year I think... I'm going to include the prose I wrote after it, to help clarify what I mean... not that you need it, since y'all are smart! :D

Cold Flashes

Snow suit in the blaring wind
Gloves, has, boots,
All together
Smiling at the long time friend
The snow so cold and clean and white

A distant flash
Of times now gone
A young girl my age
Shivers in a tattered dress
Full of holes
Glaring at the snow:
Her enemy.

A snow ball thrown
Brings me back
A very cold nose
And fingers numb with play
I want to stay out in the snow.

Shivering again
Another snow ball in times past
Thrown in mockery
I wish I could get out

Again I’m home
Standing by a tree
Hiding like the heroine
Of my favorite movie of the time
I am cold, but I don’t notice
I’m having too much fun!

A person looks out
The small paned window
A tiny figure: a heroine
In her own small way
Refuses to fall.
Her spirits carrying through.

Time to go back in side
My mother says
with a small and quiet smile.
I trudge in my boots
Still trying to catch small
snow flakes on my tongue.

Alone once more
Our young heroine
Stands in the blaring light
A door opens
A six point star
No one to see
As the world collapses.

Cold
I trudge outside bundled up in my large snowsuit cringing the cold hard snow as I go. Underneath my footprints I see the frozen ground. Excitedly I run around with mirth the cold wind blowing the heavy sheet of snow into my face. I can feel as my nose and even my heavily gloved hands freeze: water molecules have a tendency to do that I'm told. My large boots squish the snow into large glacier looking holes. I stare up at the large and blaring sun.
It shows another girl in a tattered dress, also in the snow. A six point star sewn to the inside of her wet vest that blows in the icy wind. Her dark brown hair wrapping around her head getting in her large brown eyes. Tears are frozen on her cheek and it seems that her eyes have blurred. Her bare feet staining the perfect whiteness red with her blood. She shivered, her lips blue and her teeth chattering. So cold.
My eyes return to the surrounding area. My house behind me and a few scattered trees in front. My brother running around yelling with joy, I follow. Cold wet runs down my face and my brother laughs "stupid sister!" Indignantly I fling a slop of my own. As if flies through the air, a glowing picture begins to show.
"Jewish slime" the snowball hit her face and she stumbled in her tracks. All hope faded she was glad she had no tears left in her, she wouldn't want to cry in front of the abuser. "Why are they so mean?' The most frequent question of the time.
"Stupid brothers" I said my fury rising again as more cold water runs down my face. I laugh and begin running after him. I laugh until my mom comes out and calls us in. I am cold and tingling, knowing it was time to go in, but not wanting to leave the fun I was having, I walked slowly towards the house. Once inside I look out the window.
A solitary figure from the past tattered and torn standing, staring, as she's called home. A silver star above her stand as her legs crumble, and she and her world collapse.



This next poem is something I wrote just yesterday. It's a little shorter than other parts of my poetry... but, nonetheless.... A bit of a different subject matter.

An extended hand soft and warm
wrapped around my own
sends shiver up my spine
and butterflies to my stomach

He treats me like a princess
a goddes or an empress
A rose among the thorns
Even pearls come from sand

Kisses from a Shadow
on my cheek and hand
filling heart and soul
forever I'll be complete.

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