Gender: 2
Race: Noldor
Height: 6'5''
Age: Born around 430 First Age
Family: He was born as one of the House of Finarfin - the son of Finrod Felagund
Weapons: Spear; when not in a fight, it serves him as staff; sword; wisdom.

Personality: This is the account on Agarnen, given by Nossarniel of the House of Fëanor: "I was young... and he was sad. Sitting in the garden days and nights… looking upon the sky, as if looking for answers… yet no answers could come, for he could see them not. He was blind. At nights he would often sing; his voice filled with pain, yet so beautiful it was that it pierced the heart. His long slender fingers caressed the strings of the harp, releasing sound so beautiful and touching that one hearing it, tasted his own tears. And were it not for the white blindfold, one would never tell… Anoron. His name still rings in my ears, as I recall him once uttering it. Never after I dared call him like that; for he used to say that Anoron died, long ago. Many had asked him questions; questions he would never answer. Yet I heard him once, singing a heartrending song of the Sun, that was gone and long forgotten. Often he would lay alone on the meadow; for never he would remove the blindfold should he know any were around. I saw him once; and never I shall forget it. This image lingers in my dreams, for where once were keen and wise grey eyes were now wounds that never mend; and he cried with blood tears. Never I shall forget the crimson red streaks running down his cheeks, staining his fair face. Never before and never after have I known one of greater strength and will. For there was fire burning in his heart that would lead him. I often wondered whence that will of life and yet hope in him; for any other would have surrendered to his grief… Never have I met one so courageous and brave; for he would fight furiously until he had no strength left; despite his disability, despite his weakness. I remember him saying that weakness of body matters not if there is no weakness in one’s heart. Yet I believe not he never had any doubt. I remember when I first saw him. ‘Tis one of those memories that never fade. He stood alone amongst the trees; motionless and focused. I took a step towards him, and he turned around. He asked my name… and I ran away. Many feared him; for quick he was to anger and most of the time wished not for company. As the night fell, I heard his song; he was crying. Some invisible power had drawn me to him, and so I went, knowing he was expecting me. His song did not fade as I approached; for it grew stronger and I knew he feared me, as I feared him. For neither death nor the Enemy he feared; yet those that would see his weakness. For the very first time he allowed any come that close; and I wiped a tear of blood from his cheek. Often I would sit with him and listen to those never-ending tales that forever stayed in my memory. There was wisdom in his words; for each of his stories answered to my fears and doubt. I still happen to recall them, when darkness falls and I cannot see the path I should take. Seldom he spoke of himself; and I dared not ask. Yet more than once I heard him scream in his sleep; and then he would wander in the woods, restless, pursuing something beyond his reach. He would sing the song of Sun, blinded by utmost darkness; and I knew he sang of himself. Agarnen he named himself, Blood River; though many called him Naeregion, son of Tears. For they that once saw him shed his blood tears, were forever haunted by that image; it was never to leave their memory. As it forever remained in mine. Yet to me he would ever remain Anoron; the Sun."

History:

Anoron was born around the year 430 First Age, in Nargothrond, the stronghold of Finrod Felagund. After its destruction, being still very young, Anoron dwelt in Doriath with Galadriel his father’s sister. One of the survivors after the destruction of Beleriand he then dwelt in Lindon for many long years, before his adventure-loving nature drove him forth from the safe shelter of Gray Havens. He would then wander, seeking those that might need his aid. Yet he would not willingly stay in one place long; for the constant desire for lore and skill was great in him.

Often he would live alone in the wild, mastering those secrets nature would will to reveal from him; and many a beast he had befriended, for he would not hurt them unless they served ill purpose. Some say he mastered their tongues and understood them; and they spoke to him. He had great skill in healing; for he knew every herb that grew in the woods and would help mend every wound.

At the return of Sauron and the beginning of the building of his stronghold by Ered Lithui, Anoron’s path led him there; for the good will of the servant of Morgoth was greatly in question, and he trusted him not. Often he would return there, to seek in secrecy any signs of evil deeds. Yet Sauron revealed not his true purpose, and he would teach them and befriend them, and many of them were deceived. Thus Anoron continued his inquiries, until at last, when Sauron, having forged the One Ring, was prepared and hid his purpose no more. His servants then captured Anoron and imprisoned him, and in the darkness of the raising tower he could see no more.

He was held captive for long, in terrible cold and hunger. A spell was cast upon him by Sauron himself, that his mind would find no rest unless he looks upon the Sun again. At nights he cried in anguish and torment, and the sound echoed in the mountains of Ered Lithui; for the servants of Sauron would torture his body with fiery whips, leaving wounds that would mend hard, and those that did left terrible scars. Some of those healed in time, and some did not.

For six hundred years he dwelt in bonds upon the foundations of the Dark Tower; and at last he was cast by Sauron himself from the heights of Barad Dûr, sent to his death. But Sauron, seeing that the Elf endured the fall laughed long; and would undo not the spell he had cast upon him. Instead, he sent forth a fire that burnt his eyes; thus he would nevermore look upon the Sun to be released from the spell. Then Sauron left him in torment and pain from many wounds, in eternal darkness, to his death.

But Anoron, he that was born in the light of the Sun would endure the torment he was left to, and seeking his way with the help of birds and beasts that served no evil purpose he came at last to Lindon on the shores of the Great Sea. There he was tended to, and many of his wounds mended that once would stop not bleeding. Yet shadow was set firmly into his mind, and as the cruel prophecy had told, he looked not upon the Sun again. Thus he abandoned the name Anoron, and named himself Agarnen, the Blood River.

For he had left Lindon, driven by the indefinite need of the heart, and his pain that would leave him not. A white blindfold he wore from then on; for though he sought not the company of others, he would save them the terrible sight of his festering wounds. A wanderer he became; and he would cross the lands of Middle Earth many a time without aim nor purpose. At last he came upon the lands where the Silvan Elves dwelt, but he would enter not their Realm. At times he would sit by the banks of the River Anduin, and shed his blood tears that mixed with the clear waters, painting it crimson red.

At last Galadriel, his father’s sister came to dwell and rule the land of Lothlórien; and she offered him aid, yet he rejected it. For he had learnt to live on his own; and weapons he wielded no worse than those who can see. A spear he carried that would be his staff in times of peace; and a sword. But mostly he would avoid and open battle; and he was waylaid not easily. For with the loss of his sight his other senses sharpened, and would aid him and lead him not into trouble. Thus he wanders by the borders of the Golden Wood, seeking the Sun he had lost.

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