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” You said goodbye, I fell apart
I fell from all we had
to I never knew
I needed you so bad.

You need to let things go,
I know ,you told me so.
I’ve been through hell to break to the spell.
Why did I ever let you slip away?
Can’t stand another day without you,
without the feeling I once knew.’

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me.
I cry hopelessly ‘cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love again.

I cry ‘cos you’re not here with me,
‘cos I’m lonely as can be.
I cry hopelessly ‘cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love again.

If you could see me now
you would know just how,
how hard I tried not to wander why.

I wish I could believe in something new,
oh please somebody tell me it’s not true
oh girl.
I’ll never be over you.

Why did I ever let you slip away?
Can’t stand another day without you,
without the feeling I once knew.

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me.
I cry hopelessly cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love again.

I cry ‘cos you’re not here with me
‘cos I’m lonely as can be.
I cry hopelessly ‘cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love again.”

If I could have you back tomorrow.
If I could lose the pain and sorrow.
I would do just anything to make you see
you still love me.

I cry
‘cos I know I’ll never breathe your love again.

I cry silently,
I cry inside of me.
I cry hopelessly ‘cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love again.

I cry ‘cos you’re not here with me
‘cos i’m lonely as can be.
I cry hopelessly ‘cos I know
I’ll never breathe your love,
know I’ll never breathe your love again.”

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30/12/2509
Dear Diary,
Ever since that accursed orc attack Celebrían has been quiet, too quiet. Sometimes it’s as if she simply isn’t in the room. I am working day and night to help her recover from her ordeal, with only desperation left to fuel what little strength I have in reserve. I have healed her physical wounds but in spite of my doing everything I possibly can I cannot restore her peace of mind, cannot erase the hideous memories that plague her every waking- and sleeping- moments.
Celebrían continues to tense and flinch whenever I so much as enter the same room as her; I am afraid the dreaded Elven-Sickness may begin to claim her if she shows no sign of improvement soon. She is so weak now- refusing the energy I send her via our bond. There is a chance, Eru forbid it, that my wife is already fading, attempting to join Mandos in his halls without telling anyone until she is too far gone to help; the Doomsman’s call to strong to resist. If this is the case then Celebrían is hiding her ailment extremely well indeed.
The Valar help me if she leaves, or… no. I will not allow that to happen.
Elrond