Gender: 2
Race: Elven
Height: 6 feet 4 inches
Age: Born early-to-mid 2nd Age.
Family: He has a younger sister, Nelladel, of whom he is very protective.
Animals: Occasionally to be seen with a chestnut gelding, named Sirdhail
Weapons: Bow, quiver, twin knives and another knife in his boot which he takes everywhere - hence the name.

Personality: Halhigil is reserved, cool-headed and quiet by nature. However, he has a generous and friendly core despite his reserved qualities, and finds doing something himself infinitely preferable to asking someone else to do it for him. Halhigil is not afraid of getting his hands dirty and he is notoriously difficult to irritate or anger, usually simply accepting and adapting. Halhigil is appalling at paperwork, due to profound dyslexia; he does not scare easily, but a large pile of paperwork is enough to bring him out in a cold sweat. Reading for hours on end tends to bring on either severe nausea or blinding headaches, especially when he's stressed, which is something he's simply learned to live with. His near-inability to either read or spell correctly despite considerable intelligence is a source of acute embarrassment to him. Although Halhigil is usually very difficult to offend or insult and cares little for what others think of him, he deeply resents being baited about this. Halhigil sticks to his father-name, rather than his mother-name of Túenranc (strength of arm). This is principally since a sharp but rather cruel wit suggested publicly that it was perhaps short for 'strength of arm and weakness of mind', and that they really ought to address Túenranc by his deserved name. Anyone foolish enough to call him Túenranc to his face is asking for a broken nose. Another good way to upset Halhigil is to make him speak in public, which is something he simply cannot do to the point of being phobic about it. As soon as he has to talk to more than three people, or people he doesn't know, his mind freezes and he can't say anything. This does not help with his natural shyness. He has an uncanny gift with and affinity for numbers, and can easily do complex calculations faster in his head than other folk can do them on paper. Halhigil is generally fairly serious, though his friends and those he gets on with can uncover a sense of humour and an unexpected gift for drawing and for mimicry. As a result of his stormy relationship with his commander, Halhigil is painfully shy and has little to no self-confidence; his mission in life is to remain unseen. He tends to remain silent, automatically expecting to be ripped to shreds if he offers an opinion; several centuries of being constantly told that you are stupid and of having your failings pointed out publicly will take its toll on even the most robust ego. Never extroverted, Halhigil has become easily embarrassed, uncomfortable and nervous in social situations. However, when far away from Mirkwood, he tends to ease up a little.

Appearance: Halhigil is 6'4", lean and toned, though he is remarkably strong considering his lack of physical bulk. He has dark hair and serious grey eyes, with high cheekbones and strong, clean-cut features. Although his very thick, straight black hair is usually braided back in the traditional fashion, he invariably has an irritating lock of hair which refuses to go back and tends to flop forwards into his right eye, giving him a slightly boyish look on occasion - especially when he smiles. His hands are large and strong. When amused, he has a slow, but warm and characteristic smile, starting almost lopsidedly on the left and creeping across his features to light up his eyes. When he is working, Halhigil often looks pale and tired, too thin and light for his build, but he is likely to brush off such observations. He knows they are true, and why, and he doesn't feel like sharing. He almost always dresses in severely plain (by Elven standards) tunic, shirt and leggings. Unlike most Elves, he can definitely take or leave frippery -- he has simple tastes.

History:

Halhigil was born in Mirkwood, and was always a quiet, withdrawn elfling who tended to wander around on his own with his head in the clouds. He always had a great deal of trouble with his lessons; though he had a natural gift for mathematics and a good head for facts, he and his tutors became terribly frustrated by his inexplicable difficulty with written work. This led to him being forced to cultivate a remarkable memory for lists of facts and data, as he could not deal with written information. Despite this, he always had a vivid imagination and was a talented artist, and spent much of his time either dreaming, drawing or watching the warriors on the practice fields. His natural inclinations towards physical tasks rather than clerical ones had sown in him a fascination with the ways of the warrior; he could sit happily for hours, content to watch or draw them as they practised, and the small, dark-haired figure sitting cross-legged on the grass became a familiar sight on the practice grounds. But his first loves were always art and mathematics, the latter of which instantly labelled him as odd.

If Halhigil’s father had lived, then things might have turned out differently. Nobody was quite sure who his grandfather was, but Halhigil’s father was a skilled archer who was away from home much of the time, patrolling the southern forests. Halhigil was the human equivalent of perhaps ten when his mother received the news that her husband had been killed in a nasty skirmish in the south. Halhigil, who now had a very young sister, became even quieter and more reserved, though he had always been serious and rather analytical for his age. Watching his mother’s grief and dealing silently with his own forced him to grow up rather quickly, and for the first time instilled a certain amount of quiet amibition in him; suddenly, he realised how much he wanted to be able to protect his family and his country.

Giving into his mother’s pleas for him not to enlist, he instead became an architecht. His gifts with art and mathematics, and his ability to visualise in three dimensions, made him more successful than he could ever have hoped, particularly given his youth. But hating the spotlight and never seeking praise, Halhigil rarely signed his name to his more well-known designs, and so avoided much of the credit he was due. His colleagues cared little about his terrible clerical skills – his designs were all that really mattered, and he felt himself happy there. More importantly, he could choose his hours, as his mother grew ever more reserved and depressed, and he began to take more and more responsibility for his sister. When Nelladel was around the human equivalent of eleven, Halhigil’s mother, who had never really recovered from the grief of her husband’s death, sailed West. Halhigil had just come of age, and continued his work as well as caring for his sister.

He and Nelladel were very close by the time she came of age herself, and despite the joy he took in his work, Halhigil felt uneasy. Never comfortable to do less than his share, he felt he was not making enough of a contribution: buildings do not need designing every day, or even every year. Accordingly, when Nelladel began to work as a weaver, he enlisted with the army to become a soldier. He had not neglected his practice over the years, though he never made any displays or entered competitions,and quickly fell into the routines. Over the years, his single-minded dedication earned him both a promotion to patrol captain, and the reputation of a ‘workaholic’. He kept himself to himself, was polite and friendly, but gave very little away until he was transferred to the southern forests, where his father was killed, and where Halhigil was to forge some lifelong friendships.

Unfortunately, the paperwork that went with the rank immediately caused him trouble he had not encountered for many a year. Though his work in the field was excellent, his written and spoken reports were of a very poor standard; and Halhigil, who had always hated speaking in public, became even quieter. His immediate superior, Antval, was deeply unimpressed. Something of an intellectual snob, and never one to easily alter opinions for the better, Antval had no compunction about making clear his opinions of Halhigil’s intelligence. His repeated inferences that Halhigil’s constant struggle with reading and writing meant that he was stupid and illiterate found their mark. But it was not in Halhigil’s nature to complain, and after many years of struggling against his hatred of public speaking in order to defend himself, he eventually gave up and simply accepted it as his due.

Given Antval’s quite public opinions, Halhigil’s colleagues tended to see him either as stupid and incompetent, but those who knew him better recognised his talent and how hard he really worked, though they were at a loss to understand how he could make such a terrible mess of his paperwork when he spent so many hours over it.

Several years after he first took the posting in the south, Mirkwood’s intelligence networks were crying out for spies and scouts, and Halhigil was asked if he would be willing to help gather information. He agreed, knowing the situation, and the workload was initially manageable, despite it cutting his free time and the fact that he took thrice as long over his normal paperwork as others. But over the years as the situation in Mirkwood worsened, the amount of work became heavier and heavier, eventually more than enough for two men.

By now very subdued and painfully shy, Halhigil felt unable to admit that he had a real problem with his work. He refused to let anyone make Antval aware of his work for the scouts, for he knew well that his commander would never take any of the reports seriously if he knew they came from Halhigil, whose opinions were far from high in Antval’s regard. The only two people who were aware of the extent of the problem were Merenel, a scout attached to Halhigil’s unit and a close friend; and Celeblas, the head healer, who had noted his pallor and weight loss, and eventually managed to eke it out of him. But neither could pursuade him to give it up; the need for men was greater than ever, and Halhigil had become trapped in a cycle of duty. Juggling the demands of the two posts was no easy task, particularly when they conflicted. The scouts had no problem with him having prior commitments to the army, but as he could not make Antval aware of the true reasons for his abscences, he earned himself a thoroughly undeserved reputation as a slacker who could not be relied upon.

Halhigil never complains about the workload even when it becomes ridiculous, but he is severely stressed and lives in a state of permanent exhaustion, routinely working twenty hours a day. Although, for the present, he believes he can cope, he is rapidly wearing himself ragged.

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