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RE: Eyes of Thorongil (Semi-scripted - please see OOC) [KEEP] on: September 30, 2005 08:15
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(OOC: *sighs* Ok, I know you guys are all just P0ed at me right now.... and I suppose I would be too, if I were you. But... I've just been so caught up with school recently.... *rubs a weary hand over her eyes* anyways, I'm sorry.... and to Bereth's post in the OOc thread, why I couldn't post when I did in the OOc was because I was typing from school, and my post was saved on my home pc....>.>
Anyways, I also just thought that it’s also about time we had a point of view coming from the leader of the Corsairs…. and so, as no one seems to have volunteered for the spot yet, I’d gladly rp this char from now on too. I hope everyone’s okay with this….
P.S….No idea where the Rielle “Darkheart” came from, but I felt that it actually fits her character, and so I used it…..lol^^ )
Rielle Darkheart, thieving princess of the seas, renowned heartbreaker of men, and cold-blooded murderer of the innocent, sat huddled in a dimmed room by an open window. Outside, it was the early hours of the morning, and the silent air hummed with sleepiness. No gulls could be heard crying, nor even the crashing of waves by the nearby dock. A moon, unusually bright, loomed large in the dark blue sky, while twinkling stars spiraled out from underneath it and made their way across the heavens. She gazed out into the distance, her grey eyes lost deep in thought. A teasing breeze blew in, with the saltiness of the ocean carried on its back, and played with her hair before leaving back out the window. She barely noticed it, however. Her mind was too full of sudden, emotional thoughts, all tumbling and fighting against one another to be the dominating one in her head.
”Witch...” The memory of the last man she had betrayed soared back, making her chest suddenly feel inches too tight. He had spat at her scornfully, his breathing ragged as he knelt over on the ground, drenched in seawater and his own blood. “Witch,” he hissed again.
Then, the name had no effect on her. She had been called it too many times already, for her ways of enchantment and seduction, and then to murder with betrayal and lies. In fact, as far as she was concerned, the name was true. It did not hurt her; if anything, she was proud of being bestowed with such a title. She drew a blade, ready to yet prove the name once again by killing the man.
“One day you will pay for everything you’ve done in this cursed life of yours, witch,” The man had gasped out vehemently. “One day.”
She raised her blade and ended his life.
Rielle winced at the memory and shivered, drawing a blanket tighter around her. Her chest was suddenly was filled with pain as the man’s words were repeated in her head. Witch. Now, the name caused a terrible pang of guilt, instead of a surge of pride. She sighed and put her head in her hands, thinking again.
She was no simpleton; she knew that nearly the whole crew of the Elanor was suspicious of her now. Ever since that day Dauron had accidentally barged into her room, she knew they were suspicious. She knew that she had made too many mistakes, and that now they had dropped her off with Berethion to ditch her and be safe that way. They were leaving this morning at 5:00 am, and Berethion had even tried to slip her some sleeping powder to ensure that she would miss their departure. She had refused the drink he gave her, of course, and was now determined to stay up the whole night to catch them whenever they’d leave. But in doing so, it was letting her mind wander. She had begun trying to think of more lies and excuses to tell Gareth and his crew in the morning, but finally, all her thoughts still strayed towards Dauron and her mission.
Dauron. Just hearing his name made her see his handsome face before her, and it made her feel even more miserable and wretched.
It had been Dauron who had been one of the main plotters for ditching her here. He had been one of the ones to arouse suspicion first, when she actually expected it least from him. She had clearly been wrong, however, and let down. And now, she was here, biting her lip and rocking back and forth with worry, and not for her mission at stake, but for Dauron’s feelings about her.
Did he still love her? Perhaps he did, but by how much? She doubted that he still cared for her as much as he had before, now that she was being doubted and his friends were in danger. But she didn’t want it to be that way. She wanted to still be almost his most cared-for, to be still trusted by him and loved. After all, she cared for him; really, she did- she had been originally planning to save him somehow when the pirates would attack.
By now she knew she loved him. Really, really, loved him.
Her heart was beating suddenly faster than normal. Her mind was reeling with questions- if so, who did she care for most? If at a time when she had to choose, who would she help? Dauron, or her father….? What would she do, if forced to decide where her loyalty lies? Could she betray the man she loved, or the man who raised her? Either way, she’d have to hurt one of them, and also herself in the process. Could she let this happen? After all, she had done it many times already before…
Witch….
She realized she did not know the answer. She had been expecting to be able to say that she would help her father, of course, but she found she couldn’t.
Burying her head in her hands, she fretted pitifully. She was falling apart, she realized, and would just continue falling from now on. This was what she deserved for all the lives she’d ruined before, and the ones she would still destroy….
You will pay for everything you’ve done in this cursed life of yours…… One day….
She sank back into her bed, a hand on her forehead. She suddenly wished she could stop, turn around, and start her life over… she wished she was no longer the woman she was. Still, tomorrow, she would be at the docks, ready to persuade Dauron to let her on again and be with him…. Perhaps because of her job, but perhaps also for a more personal reason…
Her "job" sounded like hated words to her ears now. She wished she was no longer held responsible to it, so she could stop breaking innocent hearts, loved hearts….. so she could stop breaking her own heart.
One day….
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Far away, at the ports of Umbar, where the same large moon shone down on the dark waters, Rielle’s father stood, a note from his daughter in his hand. His brow furrowed, he looked at it, able to sense that something had gone awry with his daughter. Though the content of the letter was simple, telling him that the ship had been delayed in its coming to Umbar, and that after they were here, her job was done and she intended to no longer be involved with it, but it was the way that it was written that made her father suspicious. She seemed too…. listless when she had written it, and it seemed all too vague. The old captain was not easily fooled. He couldn’t quite place it yet, but something was not right. Sighing, he turned around to tell his fleet to wait another day or so before the attack.
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Witch….
Rielle sat up with a jolt. A quick look out the window told her she wasn’t late yet… she just had to go now.
Without even bothering to see if Berethion was still there, she dressed and ran out to the docks. Squinting through the early morning light, she feverishly tried to locate Gareth’s boat. At last she saw it, it's anchor already being drawn, clearily getting ready to leave. Pushing her way frantically through small crowds, she found herself by the ship again. But then she froze. Her initial plan had been to locate Dauron and talk to him, but now, she felt frightened to do so. Instead, with the boat clearly getting ready to leave and only minutes left, she did the only thing left that she could think of doing. She stowed onboard, creeping in quietly and steathily, hidden from everyone's sight.
She let out a sigh of relief as she felt the ship picking up speed. She was hidden in a some strange storage place, filled with various kinds of barrels, but at least she was onboard.
EDIT: I didn't have time to fix up the ending of this post, but yeah, I'm doing what Gwen told me to do....so yeah. Calwyn's just stowing on until the opportune moment....
OOC: heheh…..looking back on this post now, I’m amused…. I was totally in a weird, story-telling mood when I wrote this. So forgive me if you’re annoyed with this post… it’s more elaborate and longer than was needed, I know. ….LoL….^.<‘
--Adri--
(btw, I'm sorry.....>.> )
[Edited on 8/10/2005 by adriel_aroura]
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